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  “Oh no? Just watch.” Suzanne pointed to the screens. Tom laid down the flogger then bent and removed the ankle restraints. Charlene sagged and had trouble standing. Tom stood and put his arms around Charlene. He reached up and freed her wrists then swept her up in his arms. Charlene’s arms moved around Tom’s neck.

  Mark jerked back as if he’d been stung.

  “If you really want to be a Dom, you need to learn what your sub needs and wants,” Suzanne said. She knew Mark was new but she couldn’t just let him run wild. He needed to understand his role.

  Mark’s jaw clenched.

  “If you’re angry, you need to go and calm down. Stay away from her until you do.”

  Mark closed his eyes. Suzanne could see him fighting for control.

  Finally he said, “I know. I know you’re right, but she’s different. I want her to be mine.”

  “And that may come in time but this is her first visit. We have to honor her wishes.”

  Mark nodded.

  “Good. Go play with any of the other subs around the place. Many of them need attention. Although given your temper right now it might be best to go to room seven. Debbie’s alone in there. She can handle almost anything. You might find her an acceptable substitute for today.” Suzanne pointed to the monitor.

  Mark grimaced. “I see what you mean. I’ll give her a try.”

  “Stay in control,” Suzanne said as he left the room.

  She sighed. Sometimes she felt like a den mother. Someday she’d find her match. She turned back to the monitors to see if anyone else needed her guidance.

  * * * * *

  After breakfast Alex stood and held out a hand. Julia stood and let him pull her close. His hard body was warm and comforting so it was a shock to hear him say, “I haven’t forgotten your punishment. You went swimming without asking me. You need to be punished for that transgression.”

  Alex’s voice was cold. Julia looked up. His eyes were hard, like frozen shards. She tried to pull away but Alex held her tight against his chest.

  “You need to learn to obey me before I take you back to the mansion.”

  “I don’t want to go there. Why can’t we stay here?”

  “We’ve had sex. There’s a lot more I want to show you. Your cabin doesn’t have all the toys I’m accustomed to using. Although I have enough for today’s punishment.”

  “No. I shouldn’t be punished for going swimming.”

  Alex sighed. “Julia, you’re not being punished for going swimming. You’re being punished for not asking me first.”

  “Are you telling me I can’t be an independent, thinking person anymore? That the scenes are full-time? If so, then this deal is off. Let me go!”

  “Julia, you promised to trust me, to let me help you, my way. I will not have this fight ever again.” He spread his arms wide and stepped back from her. “No, normally a scene is not full-time but you need special handling and I’m the only man you’ve ever met who recognizes that fact. You need to trust me or I’ll leave right now.”

  Julia closed her eyes and took a deep breath then another before she opened her eyes and said, “Alex, I don’t know how to do this. I don’t know how to surrender the way you’re asking.”

  “Of course you don’t. That’s why I’m in charge. That’s why I give you orders and tell you what to do. Let me control the situation and you’ll learn. No, we are not doing full-time scenes but you need more attention than any sub I’ve ever trained. Let me be in charge. Surrender to me and I will take care of you. Trust me.”

  Julia hugged herself and turned her back to Alex. He was demanding too much. She wanted his help but she couldn’t, she wouldn’t, just surrender like this.

  “Fine,” Alex said.

  She watched him go into the living area. He started packing. “You’re leaving?”

  “Yes. I can’t help you if you won’t let me.”

  Julia’s throat tightened. He’d actually delayed her orgasm. Was she being stupid? Should she quit denying him? He wasn’t going to be manipulated like all her other lovers. Was that a good or bad thing? She was so confused but she knew one thing. She didn’t want Alex to leave. They weren’t done yet.

  She walked over to him and placed a hand on his arm.

  He arrowed a glance down at her.

  “Help me…”

  He was silent for a long moment then he said, “Help you what, Julia? Help you manipulate me? Help you manipulate the situation to your liking? No. Ultimately that won’t help you. I won’t do that.” Alex shook off her hand and continued packing.

  Julia swallowed hard. “I don’t want you to leave.”

  Alex stopped and looked at her.

  “Alex, I don’t know how to fix this but I don’t want you to leave.”

  “There is a way to fix this.”

  “How?”

  “Sign a contract.”

  Julia frowned. “What kind of contract?”

  “You’ve told me three times that you surrender to me…that you trust me. And three times you’ve withdrawn that consent. It won’t happen again, Julia. Sign a contract so I’m legally covered, then if you verbally withdraw your consent and play your little game I won’t have to worry that I’m dominating you against your wishes.”

  “That’s barbaric.”

  “No. It’s barbaric that you can say yes or no as a whim pulls you one direction or another. I insist you say yes and put it in writing, just like every other player at my mansion.”

  “They’ve all signed contracts?”

  “Yes. It’s the only way to know how far a player is willing to go. Think of the contract as a safety net for both sides.”

  “There’s no one here to witness it.”

  “We’ll know. More important, you’ll know. By signing a contract, you’ll know exactly how far I can go, what I can and can’t do. That’s your safety net, love. I need to be able to ignore your verbal protests if I’m going to help you. You know I can help. We’ve already proven that. You do want my help, don’t you?”

  Julia bit down her scream of protest. She did want help. She knew he could help. “Will you add to the contract that the cabin is mine in perpetuity? That you’ll help me survive the winter? That you’ll stop all efforts to buy it from me?”

  “If I do that will you sign?”

  She nodded. “If you add those clauses, then yes, I’ll sign. You win.”

  “No, love, we both win.”

  Alex bent down to his pack and pulled out a sheaf of paper. “Let’s do this.” He took her arm and led her back to the table. He spent a few minutes adding a clause about the cabin.

  Julia nearly smiled as she read his handwritten addition to the contract and realized she would never have to worry about losing the cabin. Gramps had been right. She was strong enough to keep the cabin. But as she continued reading, she nearly panicked. Was the price of the cabin too high? She closed her eyes and focused on her breathing. She could do this. She had to do this if she ever had any hope of living a normal life. A hysterical laugh bubbled up. This was not normal. How far out did she have to go to be normal? She opened her eyes and continued reading. Alex had filled in some of the blanks, telling her what he wanted to do. He hadn’t filled in her safeword. She looked up at Alex.

  “You pick your own safeword. It has to be something you can remember even under duress. Something you normally wouldn’t say during sex.”

  Julia nodded and picked up the pen Alex had placed next to the contract. “Balsam,” she said. Her hand shook as she wrote it down. Then she turned the page. It was a list of things she would agree to do. She shook her head. “I’ve never even heard of some of these things. I don’t know what they are, how can I agree?”

  “Which ones don’t you understand?”

  She pointed to the first one. “Fisting, what is that?”

  “It’s where I spend hours stretching your vagina enough to fit my entire hand inside you.”

  Julia gasped as a sharp wave caused her cunt
to clench.

  Alex smiled. “I take that as a yes.”

  “Binding?”

  Alex smiled. “A man named Lucas taught me about binding and it’s become one of my personal favorites. You’re bound like a mummy. It doesn’t hurt, just immobilizes you,” Alex said. He pulled his pack closer and pulled out long strips of white linen. “I’m going to bind you as soon as you’ve finished the contract. It will be part of your punishment for not asking to go swimming this morning.”

  “What if I don’t check that?”

  “I can smell your arousal, Julia. You want to know what it will feel like.”

  “Can I change my mind after this is signed?”

  “Notice the dates. The part about the cabin is good for five years. The rest of the contract is only good until the end of the week. We’ll renegotiate it then. You can survive a few days of anything, can’t you? I don’t want you to feel trapped.”

  Julia swallowed hard and checked the box for binding. She rapidly checked most of the other boxes while Alex watched.

  “No anal? Oh, love, you don’t want that limit.”

  “I’ve never done anything like that. I don’t think I’d like it.”

  Alex leaned over the table and took one of her hands. “Didn’t you try the anal plug I gave you?”

  She shook her head.

  “Trust me. You’ll like it.”

  “I thought I could pick what I wanted and what I didn’t?”

  Alex leaned back. “There’s an incredible intensity when all your holes are filled simultaneously. Your rectum is particularly sensitive. Don’t let fear limit your explorations.”

  Julia sighed and checked the box. She finished reading the contract and signed her name. “Done,” she said past the lump in her throat.

  Alex took the contract and skimmed her choices. He nodded and stood. “It’s time for your punishment.”

  She fought back her protest. She’d agreed to this. Why had she agreed? She wasn’t sure but she did know that her cunt was dripping in anticipation. She placed her hand in Alex’s outstretched hand. He pulled her to her feet and led her to the living area, bringing the linen strips with him.

  “Put your hands by your sides and stand still,” he said.

  Julia could feel the cloth around her waist. Alex wrapped it tighter and tighter as he went up her torso. He carefully wrapped under and over her breasts, leaving her nipples free. Her breath shortened. The cloth was tight and she couldn’t take a deep breath. She fought off dizziness as she realized her arms were bound tightly to her body. Her legs were still free though and she fought the urge to run.

  “Just hold on,” Alex murmured. He tilted her chin and gave her a quick kiss. “Beautiful. Now for your legs but just a couple of thing first.”

  Julia frowned. He turned back to his pack. He pulled out a dildo and a clamp of some kind. He swept her off her feet and placed her on the sofa. The dildo was large but not too large. Julia was so wet that it slid in easily. She was ready to come when Alex placed a small object against her rectum. “See, I had this ready for you. It’s time you try anal stimulation.” He pushed something against her butt. She gasped as it stretched her. “Pant,” Alex said. “It will go in easier then.”

  Julia panted as her anus stretched. It hurt but not too much and the pain contrasted with the pleasure the dildo in her vagina created. Alex gave one more push and then Julia’s rectum closed a little. “It’s all in. How are you doing?”

  She couldn’t speak. She just nodded.

  “Good girl.” Alex closed her legs and stood her up again.

  He started the binding from her waist and worked his way down, tightly binding her legs together. He steadied her when she wobbled. She moved her hips and could feel the dildo and plug rubbing, just enough to keep her on edge, not enough to send her over. This was going to be torture, she realized. Alex had done this deliberately. She wanted to be angry but she was too focused on her body to care.

  Once her legs were immobilized, Alex picked her up and laid her on the rug in front of the fireplace. “I’ll be back in a few minutes,” he said.

  Julia closed her eyes and rocked her hips. She experimented and found she could roll to her side but not quite onto her stomach. Her nipples peaked with arousal and cold. She desperately wished Alex were around to play with them. They ached to be touched. How long was he going to leave her helpless like this?

  Alex returned with little black balls in his hands. He squeezed one and Julia realized they were suction balls. Alex placed it tight against her breast.

  “Ouch,” Julia said.

  “Don’t worry, the pain will recede and you’ll be left with a pulling sensation that’s more erotic than painful.”

  He put the second one on and Julia bit her lip to keep from screaming.

  Alex brushed her hair off her forehead. “Haven’t you tried any games before? I’d thought you’d have used nipple clamps of all kinds.”

  “Why?” she gasped. “I don’t need the extra stimulation.”

  “You don’t use these toys just to come. You use them for fun. You use them to create different sensations. Tell me how you feel. Are you close to coming?”

  Julia shook her head. “I keep bouncing between pain and pleasure. I’m aroused but not close to coming.”

  “Good. I want you to stay this way for a while. Tell me if your arousal starts to peak.”

  Alex sat down in a chair and opened a book.

  Julia couldn’t believe he was just going to leave her like this. “Will you read to me?”

  Alex laughed. “No, love. I want you lost in your body’s sensations. I won’t help you escape.”

  Julia closed her eyes. She squirmed, trying to relieve the pressure on her breasts. When she did, it reminded her of the anal plug and dildo. She lost track of time and forgot that Alex was near until he moved close to her.

  “How are you doing?”

  “I need to come but I can’t.”

  “Perfect. Let me help. This is a special dildo.”

  Julia stared at him.

  He reached down and she realized there was a bulb attached. Alex pumped it once.

  “Oh…more…” she sighed.

  He laughed and squeezed the bulb a few more times.

  Julia could feel the dildo expanding, causing pressure against the anal plug. She squirmed.

  Alex placed a hand on her belly and pumped some more.

  Julia adjusted to the pressure and her arousal climbed. Her eyes half closed. Alex released the bulb and the dildo shrunk.

  “No! Don’t stop!”

  He laughed and went back to his book.

  Julia bit her lip. She knew there was no point in begging him to satisfy her. He moved at his own pace and much as it might frustrate her, she had to admit it was erotic. She’d never met a man who could hold off on his own orgasm to tease her. She sank into the sensation of being helplessly aroused.

  He surprised her when he took the suction cups off her nipples. She’d forgotten he was in the room. Then he pumped the dildo and kept pumping while he placed his mouth on a nipple. He sucked hard before replacing his mouth with his fingers. He pinched and said, “Come now!”

  Her climax was instantaneous and hard.

  Alex held her after. He kissed her forehead and said, “It’s better this way, isn’t it?”

  “Better?” Julia gasped, trying to figure out what he meant.

  “Better not knowing what is coming next. Better holding on longer and longer before climaxing. Better being my sub than fighting me every step of the way.”

  Julia knew he was right. She’d never flown like this before. Her orgasms were harder, sharper and more intense. The not knowing was erotic. And now that she’d signed the contract, Alex was in charge. She’d put him there. Did she trust him? She wasn’t so sure about that but she knew she didn’t want the experiment to stop.

  Alex sat her up and started unwinding the linen cloth. She almost asked him not to free her. Being bound
and unable to move had deepened the experience by moving it to a higher level of perception. She’d lost track of time and place. She’d gone within herself and profoundly sensed every brush and touch. A cocoon of euphoria held her in its grip.

  Alex placed her on the sofa and freed her legs. She laid her head back while he removed the dildo and anal plug. She regretted their loss. He rolled her on her side and slapped her butt.

  “Ouch. What was that for?”

  Alex pulled her across his knees and delivered another hard slap. Julia’s butt heated up. She squirmed but Alex’s grip was unbreakable. “Remember, I said I was going to punish you for your disobedience this morning?”

  “But I thought the binding—”

  “No. That was symbolic. A cocoon you’ve emerged from into full-blown sex play. Now you’re my sub in every way, don’t you feel the difference? Besides, that wasn’t a punishment, was it? You enjoyed it too much. This is your punishment. The next time you want to go somewhere, you ask me first. Do you understand?”

  “Alex—”

  “Do you understand?” He delivered another open-handed slap on her buttock.

  “Yes! Yes, I understand.”

  Despite her agreement, Alex didn’t stop. By the tenth slap, Julia’s butt flamed and it stung when Alex caressed it. “Remember this. You belong to me while the contract is in effect. You ask my permission. You don’t think for yourself, not for a few days at least.” He spanked her one more time. “Now that your punishment is done it is time to continue with your other lessons.”

  Chapter Thirteen

  Mark knew he was too angry. He shouldn’t be acting a scene right now but Debbie liked things rough, rougher than Mark had ever done before. He had to do something to shed his anger. Maybe Suzanne was right. Maybe Debbie was the perfect sub for his current mood.

  Mark entered Debbie’s bedroom. “On your knees, slut!”

  Debbie scrambled off the bed into position.

  “Suck me!” Mark felt powerful. He hadn’t realized how good a trained sub could be. There was no hesitation, no protest. Debbie immediately bent to Mark’s cock. Her first lick had him erect and her second had a drop of liquid at his tip. He pulled back. It wouldn’t do to come too fast. “Stay on your knees,” he said.