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  He opened a cabinet and realized Debbie’s bedroom was different from Charlene’s room. In her room all the implements were for beginners. Debbie wasn’t a beginner. He cast a quick glance at her. She knelt with her head bowed, the perfect submissive posture. He forgot Charlene and thought about what he’d like to do to Debbie. There were some things he wanted to try that he’d known Charlene wasn’t ready to handle. Debbie didn’t have those limits.

  He fingered a cane. He’d never used a cane on a woman before. He knew it could cause a lot of damage but he didn’t care right now. He grabbed the implement and circled Debbie. He swung the cane a couple of times before he landed a blow on her buttocks. The resulting welt startled him out of his anger. He hadn’t meant to break her skin. She’d closed her eyes and a sweat had broken out on her brow but she never said a word. She stayed in perfect form.

  Mark threw the cane away in disgust. This wasn’t what he wanted. He didn’t want a sub so totally dominated that she wouldn’t even protest in self-protection when a Dom went too far. He stood in front of Debbie. “Look at me,” he commanded.

  She tilted her chin and opened her eyes. Tears glistened in her eyes but didn’t fall.

  “What’s your deepest desire?”

  “To please you, Master.”

  “It would please me to know your deepest desire.”

  “I-I have no desire but to please you.”

  Mark turned back to the cupboards and rummaged around until he found an antibiotic cream. He walked back to Debbie and spread the cream across the slash left by the cane. When he finished, he stared down at her for a long moment. This was not the type of sub he craved. He wanted a woman who was a partner. Subservient during a scene but not so much that she’d let him do anything to her. He shook his head and then said, “You’ve pleased me. Go to bed now.”

  Debbie scrambled to her feet and climbed up onto the bed.

  Mark turned and left the room. He sagged against a wall and took a few minutes before he walked back to the den.

  Suzanne looked up and waved him in.

  “Did you see?”

  “Yes, Mark, I saw. What happened? Debbie can handle a lot more than one swish of a cane.”

  “Maybe she can but apparently I can’t.” Mark collapsed into a chair in front of the desk. “It just didn’t feel good to break open a woman’s skin. Maybe I’m not such a good Dom.”

  Suzanne laughed.

  Mark frowned.

  “Sorry, love, it’s just that there is a lot more about being a Dom than causing pain. I was hoping you’d realize that and it looks like you’ve put part of it together. You didn’t like actually hurting Debbie but hurt is only one small, relatively unimportant part of domination.”

  “I don’t understand.”

  “Alex’s world is based on sexual freedom. Controlling another’s actions is domination. There doesn’t have to be any pain at all. Sometimes pain helps make the message stronger but it isn’t required. A good Dom doesn’t have to cause physical pain. A good sub can respond without any pain at all.”

  “Debbie wants pain.”

  “Yes, she’s an extreme example and she’s getting too dangerous. Alex will do something about her soon.”

  “What do you mean?”

  “Debbie can’t help herself. It is up to her Dom to stop her from being hurt. You stopped. That shows me that you have potential. Pain and hurt is not the point of Primeval Lake.”

  Mark shook his head. “I’m sorry, I still don’t understand.”

  “Many BDSM clubs use pain and humiliation as a method of domination. It is one way of dominating another human being but I’ve never believed it was the only way or even the best way. Alex liked my philosophy and that’s why he built this place and used my beliefs as its founding doctrine. Primeval Lake is not just a typical BDSM club. It is meant to be a sophisticated place to explore sensations and feelings in all their many varied forms. I can dominate you without ever once causing you pain. You’d let me control you because you want to please me. You want to please me, Mark, don’t you?”

  “Uh…Suzanne…I…”

  “You see what I mean?”

  Mark swallowed hard and nodded.

  Suzanne laughed. “It’s okay, Mark, we aren’t fated to be together. We both know that but for just an instant, you froze. You hesitated between not wanting to disappoint me and meeting your own needs. That’s what this place is all about. We don’t know what we like or don’t like if we don’t explore. Primeval Lake is a place to explore your deepest needs. This afternoon you found out that physically harming a woman is not something you find arousing. Where else could you have learned such a thing about yourself?”

  Mark nodded. “I think I’m beginning to understand. I can find a willing partner to try anything with. I can learn who I am and what pleases me at the same time I help someone else do the same.”

  “Exactly! That’s the reason for the extensive contract. Play only with those who share your interests.”

  “So I can control without causing any pain whatsoever?”

  “Of course. Alex does it all the time.”

  “Yes, but Alex is special.”

  “He is, but you can learn some of his tricks. It takes a little more practice but it is very possible.”

  Mark smiled. “That’s where I was going wrong with Charlene, wasn’t it?”

  “Maybe. Only you two can really answer that.”

  “Thanks, Suzanne. You’re the best,” Mark said as he left.

  Suzanne sighed. She knew she was good but she wished she had someone who could really appreciate her. Playtime was fun but a restless, growing emptiness pushed her to find something more. She turned back to the monitors. Everyone else was doing nicely. She flicked off the screens and headed for her cabin.

  * * * * *

  Julia was tied to the bed. She’d lost track of the time she’d spent with Alex. Had he been here two days or three? She wasn’t sure she cared. She knew it was morning. The sun coming through her windows told her that. She didn’t know where Alex was. For just an instant, she wished she could move since she had to go to the bathroom. She thought about calling out but she didn’t. Instead she fell back into a half-sleep. She felt like a contented cat. She’d lost track of the number of orgasms she’d had. They’d been plentiful and good even though Alex had made her wait for them. It was the first time she hadn’t just come whenever she wanted to. She’d never realized how good it would feel to be forced to wait. The waiting had made the final explosion more powerful and satisfying. He’d controlled her every movement and emotion and she’d surrendered to his will. If anyone had told her she’d enjoy being submissive to any man she’d have called them crazy but there was no denying his power. It was erotic and it called to her on a primitive level.

  Alex came into the bedroom. Julia heard him but she kept her eyes lidded. She was tired and she didn’t need to anticipate him. He’d tell her what he was going to do when he was ready and not before. There was no point in asking.

  Alex sat on the edge of the bed. “Julia, open your eyes. We need to talk.”

  Julia raised her eyebrows as her glance met his. His aura was nearly orange. Suddenly she was fully awake. She’d never seen his aura this color. What did it mean?

  Alex reached over and untied her wrists.

  “Alex?”

  “You’ve been deep into the scenes, Julia. Every so often you need to come out of the scenes and back to reality. Get dressed and come downstairs.” Alex turned and left the room.

  Julia slowly looked around. She felt a little foggy as if she wasn’t quite present. It was a scary feeling. He’d caused this by keeping her in a nearly constant state of sexual arousal. No. She shouldn’t blame him. She was always aroused. He’d just shown her how to fully express her arousal. She shook her head and climbed out of bed. Her legs trembled as she tried to put on a pair of jeans. She finally gave up and grabbed a dress. She didn’t bother with a bra, panties or shoes. She carefully
descended the stairs.

  He met her at the bottom. “What are you wearing under that dress?”

  “Nothing.”

  “Why? Did you think it would arouse me?”

  “I wasn’t thinking of you. I just didn’t feel like wearing anything.”

  “I told you to get dressed. You only got half dressed. I take that to mean you aren’t ready to leave the scene yet. I’ll take you back upstairs in a few moments, after I finish with you. Bend over the table.” Alex pointed to the kitchen table.

  Julia bit back a sharp retort. Was he right? Had she only half dressed because she wanted more? She moved to the table and bent over.

  Alex walked behind her. He kicked apart her legs and flipped up her skirt. “Perfect.”

  Julia heard him unzip his pants and open a condom. She was wet and ready when his cock plunged into her. She didn’t think she could ever get enough of him. She threw back her head and moaned as he pumped in and out. She was more than ready when he said, “Come for me.”

  * * * * *

  Early that evening, Alex came into the bedroom. He untied Julia and said, “Get dressed. We’re going for a walk.”

  “I’m not sure I can move that much.”

  “Get dressed or I’ll drag you out without any clothes. We’re just beginning. You’re not done for the day but we’ve done all we can here. It is time to go back to the mansion.”

  Julia shook her head.

  “Are you saying no?” Alex asked. His voice was quiet and soft but Julia knew that was when he was at his most dangerous.

  Julia willed her muscles to work. She felt weak and sleepy. Her abdomen was tender from all the orgasms she’d had and for the first time in years, she wasn’t horny. Maybe Alex was right, maybe he was too much for her. She didn’t want to move but she did. She stumbled when she tried to stand. Alex caught her even though he was wearing that hard look again. He helped her get dressed, apparently realizing she wasn’t defying him, she was truly weak and unsteady.

  He helped her downstairs and led her to the kitchen table. “You’d better eat something first.”

  She sat and helped herself to a roll and some cold meat. Alex stayed silent. He leaned against the counter and watched her. She wanted to say something but the past days had been so intense she was at a loss. She didn’t know what to say to him.

  She didn’t understand why they were going out but she knew better than to argue at this point. She finished her meal.

  They left the cabin and took the path through the forest. Sunlight played in the leaves. The forest was peaceful. She didn’t want to leave it. Alex didn’t hesitate though and they soon reached the end of the path. She shuddered when she saw the mansion. What was Alex going to do to her?

  They entered by the main door. Julia was unprepared for Alex to lead her downstairs.

  She tried to pull away. “No. I’m not going down there. I don’t want to be public.”

  Alex stopped and his grip on Julia’s arm tightened. “This is where I want you for now. Are you really going to try to defy me again? You agreed to this.”

  Julia hesitated but she knew she didn’t want to defy him. She swallowed her fear. Maybe it was time to surrender and see what happened. The contract she’d signed was nearly over and Alex had already worked wonders. She had to trust him, didn’t she?

  “Julia? Are you defying me, Julia?”

  She raised her head and met his eyes. “No,” she whispered. “I’m just scared.”

  Alex’s grip loosened. He used a finger to stroke her cheek and he smiled just a little. “Good. You should be a little scared even though you’re safe with me. You do know that, don’t you? You are safe with me.”

  She nodded.

  They continued downstairs. They didn’t meet anyone in the hallway. He stopped at room five. He stood in front of the label so Julia couldn’t read the information card. He ushered her into the room. She stumbled as she walked by him. She hadn’t expected a plain, normal-looking bedroom. She couldn’t see any special gadgets or tools. Even the bed looked ordinary.

  As if he could read her thoughts, Alex said, “It’s not as ordinary as it looks but you need to recover a little. Besides, I thought you might enjoy a bubble bath.” He led her to a door on the far side of the room. He opened it to reveal a luxurious bathroom. The tub was huge. Was he going to join her? Before she could ask, he continued, “Eventually I’ll move you upstairs to my special room but you’re not quite ready. So relax. Look around. Have a hot bath. Sleep. I’ll be back in a little while.”

  Julia watched him leave then she sighed and entered the bathroom. Julia had never seen one as large as a bedroom. Maybe four people could fit into the sunken bathtub. Steps at two ends allowed for easy access. A double sink, vanity and chair completed the decor. This wasn’t so bad. After a few days at the cabin, the thought of a bath was enticing. She had just bent to start the water when she heard her bedroom door open. She stood and peeked out. It wasn’t Alex. The person who now stood in her room was a total stranger.

  There was no lock on the bathroom door. Julia stepped back. The stranger entered the bathroom and said, “I’m here to help you.”

  Chapter Fourteen

  Alex entered his study. It was late and no one was around. He briefly considered trying to finish Julia’s taming alone but he knew that his judgment was not the best now. He’d even sent an amateur to help Julia adjust. What had he been thinking? He needed help.

  He dialed Suzanne’s cabin. When she answered he said, “I need help with Julia. Meet me in the study.”

  “Alex? It’s late. Can’t it wait until morning?”

  “No.”

  Alex heard her sigh but she replied, “I’m on my way.”

  While he waited for Suzanne, he flicked on the video monitor for room five, including the rarely used bathroom monitor.

  He could tell by Julia’s stance that she wasn’t happy to have a visitor. Alex tore his gaze away when Suzanne entered the room.

  Alex walked to his desk, picked up Julia’s contract and tossed it to Suzanne.

  Suzanne glanced at the monitor. “Congratulations! I didn’t think she’d sign this quickly. I thought you’d have to wait a few more weeks.”

  “You know I’m good, Suzanne.”

  “Yes, love, we both know you are very good.” Suzanne read the contract and cast another glance at the monitor. “So what’s the problem? She checked that experience. I don’t understand what you need from me.”

  “The problem is that I don’t want to watch this.”

  “Then don’t.”

  “She’s mine, Suzanne. She’s mine. I’ve never felt this raging sense of possessiveness before. I don’t want anyone else to see her or touch her or even talk to her.”

  Suzanne laughed.

  Alex scowled at her.

  “You’ve got it bad, darling. Have you considered that maybe you should ignore her contract and just tell her you love her?”

  “I wish I could do that but she needs my help, Suzanne.” Alex turned back to the monitor. “She’s insatiable and everyone has convinced her that her sexual needs are unnatural. That she’s abnormal. She doesn’t trust men, Suzanne. She’s not in a place where she’d believe I love her or that we can make it work.”

  “She finally told you about her problem?”

  Alex nodded. “I’ve slowed her down. I know I can help her but I’m not sure I can help her on my own. I’m not sure even my drive can keep up with her.”

  Suzanne felt like a therapist as she asked, “Have you told her that?”

  “No. Not yet. She’s not ready yet.”

  Suzanne cast Alex a sharp glance. “Is she enjoying the experience? Will she fit in here?”

  “She’s perfect.”

  “You’re tired. You’ve been exerting too much control. Let the rest of us help. Isn’t that what we’re here for? To help each other?”

  Alex sighed. “I know, but it’s ripping me up to watch them. What am I going to do whe
n another man gives her an orgasm?” he asked, pointing to the monitor. “How can I let that continue?”

  “You don’t watch, darling.”

  “Someone needs to. I can’t leave her on her own. Her agreement is only until the end of the week and it is very tenuous.”

  “You went over to her cabin two days ago. Have you had any rest since then?”

  Alex shook his head.

  “Then go take a nap. You know you can’t dominate when you’re tired. I’ll make sure Julia is taken care of.”

  “You’re sure?”

  “Of course I’m sure. Isn’t that why you wanted me here, so that you wouldn’t have to be responsible for everything?”

  Alex reached out and cupped Suzanne’s face. He bent forward and kissed her forehead. “Thank you.”

  “You’re very welcome. Now go and get some sleep.”

  Suzanne turned toward the monitor as Alex left the room. She smiled. The combination Alex had created was inspired. Alex was a genius, no matter how tired he was. He just missed one final piece, the piece he couldn’t admit that Julia needed. Luckily Suzanne was not emotionally involved. She’d make sure Julia was properly taken care of, at least for tonight.

  * * * * *

  “Alex stopped by my room. He sent me to help you. My name is Charlene.”

  “I don’t need any help taking a bath.” Julia took the woman’s arm to escort her out of the bathroom.

  The woman pulled away. “No. I’m not leaving. There’s nothing you can do that will cause me to disappoint Alex. Today was the first time I’ve seen him since the day I arrived. He is so gorgeous, so strong and dominant. I can’t wait to play a scene with him.”

  “What makes you think you’ll ever get a chance to do that?” Julia asked, her voice angry and tight.

  Charlene straightened and said, “Don’t you realize where you are? Didn’t you sign a contract? No one is monogamous here. I want an invitation to return here so I’m going to do exactly as Alex asked.” The woman shook her head, causing her long blonde hair to cascade down her back.

  Julia recognized the motion. “You arrived at the lake the same day I did. I saw you on the docks.”